Thursday, December 4, 2008

Everybody's fool -Evanescence ( My fave song!)

Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled

Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lie

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

It Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool

BSIT IV-UNITY!

BSIT IV-B official tee shirt


fever?

i was not feeling okay then, my head was throbbing, and it seems i caught a fever. i felt so tired and lonely, lonely? i can't explain why i felt it, it seems that there's something going on that not on my liking. i liked to cry hard, but it confuses me, why? and then, there goes the answer, they were walking together while i'm drifting away to the fever that i'm into. i tried to be strong and face the reality that mocking me, but i'm so tired to do it. i just settled to the thought that, it can wait for tomorrow, explanations should be heard. but i can't stop my hands fingernails pressing the keys of my cp, sending him the anger, pain and misery that i'm into. silence were the answer. i cursed, i cried and i hit. but it never subsided the pain and never erases the scene that i had seen. i tried again to send him messages,asking for explanations and clarity, again, silence answered me.i lost hope with it, i thought i had.

i reach out. but he ignored me
i humbled myself. but he don't seemed to care at all
i threw my pride. but he never looked
i tried. and he left


now, that i see it clearly now, i'm creating a world that where he doesn't existed. much better. i can stand the pain now, i can control the anger and i can make myself believe that we haven'tbeen.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Follow your mood today. If you're feeling depressed, it's for a reason -- trust it.

hERE'S my horoscope on November 26, 2008....it really did said something!


Just follow your mood today, and wherever it leads you will be the right place for you to be. If you're feeling depressed, you're feeling depressed for a reason -- so don't try to cheer yourself up. And if you're ecstatically happy, you're ecstatically happy for a reason. Do not try to make yourself feel a certain way -- especially for the sake of making other people comfortable. They can deal with you however you are, as long as you are your usual polite self.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Studying is a Good Habit!


serious studying for our expert system quiz.... much more serious.....no time for leisure talking

ga study poh with poise pa rin.....way to go reza!

pa study2x pasilabut thier minds wereinto the camera!

But we cant stop to be excited when a camera lens were roving.....here's why!


june irene saying hi to the camera!
ga pa cute na giud ni sila...for sure! may gapa cute...may sa daw wala lng....like this girl who seemed to be thinking way to deep


Wednesday, November 19, 2008

The Darkness



If only it were so simple,
to cruise through life smelling roses;
but the obstacles blacken the countryside,
and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots.

Dreams sustain us through the madness;
goals give a finish line to our race.
Yet they change with every turn, around every wall,
and remain elusive throughout the quest.

Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage;
we will drag them with us to slow us down.
The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us
to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends.

Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us.
Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us.
The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths,
yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness.

There are others trying to race to the end;
occasionally, we bump into one or two.
The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely
but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness.

Alone is not a bad way to be;
it clears your head and focuses you on the journey.
Cherish the short intervals during the quest you have with others,
but be prepared to walk alone in the darkness.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Dark Angels and the Demons



Misty & cold, darkness prevails,
The setting for many a tale.
But a tale like no other is what i tell,
Bringing you back from the brink of hell.
In a field surrounded by the undead,
Evil thoughts enter my head.
Demons coming at me with blades and spears,
installing in me some of my biggest fears.
And just as the blades cut my skin,
Dark angel take over that is hidden within.
She spreads her wings of powerful black,
Horns on my head im ready to attack.
Levitating from the ground,
Dark angels power casts the undead down.
20 of them - maybe more,
Lying in a pile of ash on the floor.
And once again wings gone and my feet firmly on the ground,
Stood in the mist there isn't a sound.
I turn and walk away into the dark of night,
To find myself back in my bed tucked up tight.
So was it a dream? I am unsure!
But the dark angel is within me and i cannot ignore!

''''''''''life.....

Life... is like a box of chocolates - a cheap, thoughtless, perfunctory gift that no one ever asks for, unreturnable because all you get back is another box of chocolates. So, you're stuck with mostly undefinable whipped mint crap, mindlessly wolfed down when there's nothing else to eat while you're watching the game. Sure, once is a while you get a peanut butter cup or an English toffee but it's gone too fast and the taste is fleeting. In the end, you are left with nothing but broken bits filled with hardened jelly and teeth-shattering nuts, which, if you are desperate enough to eat, leaves nothing but an empty box of useless brown paper.

there's a reason always.....

everything happens for a reason
sometimes things fall apart
so other things can fall together
but in the end whatever meant to be
will always find it ways....always