we're gooD!

hahaha... we are totally,, awesomely good!!! but, it truly hurt, i first believe we can make it all over again but it is not he is thinking of. I'm damn wrong in believing we can still make it,, happily and well good! I'm soo damn excited about the whole thing, about the prize i will give to him, well he claimed it, and we were both happy with it,, and like all the beautiful stories, it ended, but mine is totally shocking, but i still fighting the urge to cry and scream , for what reason, being a dumb and a dreamer about things that were not destine to happen again? we played a character, and all the curiosities people could muster are with us, ut the hell we care, i care! we are just good, that's it,,, and now i'm totally good in crying my desperation over the event,, it tastes sweet, but the bitterness of the end will linger for eternity,, i guess.

you just don't understand!

We're squatting to find books that can give us the interest in reading it. It's my 2nd time in my senior year to borrow another book on which i should read and utilize all the ideas i can get from it. I stumble a book that entitled "You Just Don't Understand!",,it really stirred my interest why it is entitled that way. Reading the synopsis just give me a reason to think,,,it reads " Why do men criticize and insult women and why does women nag men?" . "Men and women have their own worlds even if their under the same roof",,it's so damn right!

like a crab's character!

every one is on the run,,wanting to have the glory of the finish line,,,everybody is blood thirsty to have it,,but only one can be the ONE!

the above maybe into some action stunts, but it is in the real world,, we can't deny the emerging character that individual possessed and wanted to be reflected but is'nt it disgusting that this kind of idiotism and behavior been into open?

there something that really put me into awe and annoyance,,,they try to build a war and rivalry but want it to be that they are the affected party and not the "villain" of the situation. they blame this quiet party for being so sure of themselves and somehow "selfish" of their own world,,which for my further analyzation over things were damn false accusations!

is'nt it really an LOL stuff that both of these "affected" parties the leader of their bands,can be considered the wise men of their party but it seems they showed nothing less but and over-powering $@??*^%!

the hell i care by the way!!!!

dazzled and buffled!

i just don't understand it! why the ghost and pain of yesterday is dragging itself back to me?
i want to move on and lead my life as to what i want it to be but i can't for something is holding me on and i know i can't resist it! is it some kind of the game i don't want to play again or some kind of feeling i don't want to feel once more?

it gives me ideas, and i think false one too...try to make me believe again and a part of me wanted to!

games of nausea!

is'nt it ironic, once you had let go of something yet your still dreaming and craving to want it back!
you had let it slipped away for your thinkng it wasn't worthy for your time and attention but when you saw it waving away for you,,your holding back the tears that wanted to stream down your face.. you tend to be sober for a while, felt the enigma of emptiness and lies and then wanted to shout and scream for that something tocome back and have it's way back to your care. but needless to say,, you can't have it back,,sorry!

busied and dazzled!

lots of works to be accomplished, lots of things to be considered, lots of things to be dump and burned!
surprisingly, i don't feel the pressure to work on something that i know must be done as soon as possible for there's a lot of consideration that matters most. i just don't know why i'm into these way of feeling and thinking but i know it must be and i must be. first, there is the special project which is due on september for we will have our pre oral defense but until now i can't have the draft to work on,, second, lots of responsibilities and duties to carry on and execute for there are lots of eyes wathcing me. maybe it's my thought over things but i do feel that way. third,projects that need to be finished before the due time....weeeew,,, when will this end????