if we just......listen

Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

this is the chorus part of beyonce knowles song, listen.
and singing this, makes me remember my cousin who for so long wanted to be heard but we are deaf. we will remember her, and we will try to listen to her, even it is too late now...:-(

been here, been there...

i've been here....
with birds chirping in the meadow
while the rivers hush itself
when the wind said it last hurray
and when the people started to be gay

i've been there....
when they killed the little fellow
while the life ceases to breath
when the angry sound of death echo
and when the moan of fears resounds....

cold and colder.......

million days of rain and thousand hours to chill

teeth chattering into tango while hairs swaying to waltz

been there for a minute but it feels like an hour of wait

quite summer of birds

and now thundering growl of lion been heard

muscle been eaten by cold

lips trembling in a fold

how could you stop this?

command the wind to cease from breathing?

or ask the tears of heaven for falling?

or just sit in the corner, while sipping a fire of heaven?

stOp And Breath!

you've been in that dark place for so long,
trapped by the horror and fears that surrounds you
you don't have no choice but to feel numb
yes, numb but your cone of emotions still throbs unceasingly.

one, of your great days of temperament faded
and you've been left in mid-air ready to be fallen
fallen into pieces that can't be mended and pasted together
can't be mended and can't be healed!

your soul wandered into open spaces of hell
you can't trace back your steps
back to the place where you always find peace
peace in white and lights, could it be heaven?

rebirth to shine!

-Phoenix-

The Phoenix was a symbol of immortality in ancient Egyptian mythology. It was a beautiful bird that would live in the desert for 400 to 500 years and then set itself on fire, rising renewed from the ashes to start another long life.