Sunday, June 29, 2008

so cruel

here i am again, suffering from pain, disappointmnet and betrayal. over and over i felt it, and over and over i let my self feel the pain, making my soul and sanity twisted and screaming for death. it takes four hard blow before i came into realization, it can't be and it would never be. hoping and dreaming for somewthing that never give guarantees of making it come true, just give me a shuddering blow. it makes my brain explode into bits. my head just ache, thinking where did i go wrong and what made it to happen. i'm just true to myself. eventhough there's a voice within me that kept saying "just forget all those things, live a new life, everything will be fine, look forward!." still, as being true to myself, i let my self be numb, deaf and blind with all those hushes. i take a chance and this chance work! that's what i thought! haha.... again it happen.... lies...lies...hopo....hope and promises,,,they were so cruel!!!
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''''''''''life.....

Life... is like a box of chocolates - a cheap, thoughtless, perfunctory gift that no one ever asks for, unreturnable because all you get back is another box of chocolates. So, you're stuck with mostly undefinable whipped mint crap, mindlessly wolfed down when there's nothing else to eat while you're watching the game. Sure, once is a while you get a peanut butter cup or an English toffee but it's gone too fast and the taste is fleeting. In the end, you are left with nothing but broken bits filled with hardened jelly and teeth-shattering nuts, which, if you are desperate enough to eat, leaves nothing but an empty box of useless brown paper.

there's a reason always.....

everything happens for a reason
sometimes things fall apart
so other things can fall together
but in the end whatever meant to be
will always find it ways....always